Hi thanks you got taking the time to answer..much needed for me.
My Jupiter is in third house Scorpio with ketu..is that ketu exalted in Scorpio?
Biggest issue is mars is debilitated in 11 th house and Venus is completely combust in 12th with sun
Then my moon in seventh all alone with no support anywhere.
I call my mercury as my mother as my own mother passed away when I was a baby and I had noone in this world except for my mercury.
She (mercury) is exalted in first house and helped me survive this evil world.
So should I adopt for peace and a purpose...I definitely need to push life .I know I have a long life.. don't want to waste my mercury and Saturn that I was gifted this birth..I have been thinking about my next birth for quite a number of years but something(my moon and my mars) are not allowing me to do anything.
I am a divorcee as well
I call Saturn gifted cause I know I have not been unfair in my life at all..often in fact always been misunderstood and taken advantage of people which triggered my fiery fiery fiery mars that I have spoken (cursed) words I should not.. definitely out of extricating pain and hurt in life on those who gave me that.
Except for that sin of reacting back with words I have not done anything wrong.
Not justifying but had no other way to survive this evil world..to push out the pain that people gave me inspite of the fact that I was a self made person with no support (emotionally/financially/physically)
And if this helps in analysis I am a virgin that maybe my suppressed emotions that were no expressed due to my fate of the wrong people in my life had made me cuss more
Your thoughts please...
Life hurts beyond words..I need someone to say something positive about my life please.