Cancer

Ernst, would you say that cancer (the disease) is a refusal to believe in oneself? A failure of creative action?

What I'm seeing is that the person has an idea to do something amazing & that totally lights them up, but then doesn't believe that they can do it, so they just sit on it, and it festers.

Or in other words, Creation wants them grow in a certain way, and they don't, so that life-energy turns into tissue that's unused/unusable.