I have been working on a theory/concept. Your experience might be tied into what I am working on. You mentioned -
I know the owner of the chart very well, in one of his journeys back to the material world we meditated together and I could feel him. It didn't seem right or healthy.
My feelings may all be wrong;
I am wondering - Did you see this person in the same light before the time you meditated together? Or was it only after you meditated together that you started questioning his choice?
I am not questioning you or your feelings, and am sure what you felt was valid. I am trying to figure out how energy works, how we read it, the pitfalls in reading it, and how we affect each other. I hope I am not being rude in asking.
dear @manisha
Before the Meditation I considered him in high regards and I felt blessed to meditate with him.
I will keep my experiences during meditation to myself I can only say I was shocked by them. the result was that I realized it's better not to meditate with him ever again. Then I started to wonder whats happening...
Nothing major. I am contemplating Lao-Tzu’s philosophy of action through inaction. I understand it intellectually and agree with it, but also a lot of questions are coming out of the process. To answer the questions, I have to formulate certain hypotheses and see if I am on the right track or if I have to back-track.
One of the questions that came up while contemplating was about why we take actions. Now that I have passed the stage of understanding the ‘why’, the next step for me is to experiment with it to be able to move further into inaction. And yet, there is no such thing as inaction.
Your experience fitted into one of my hypotheses. Since you have already begun wondering about your situation, I am sure you will find the answer.