I've always thought that my "grin and bear" tendencies were due to Sun conjunct Saturn (3 degrees), but listening to the videos it looks to be my Capricorn ketu's fault - or is it both?
Also, bloody amazing course; so much detail and so many angles for just one topic, really enjoying it.
Sun and Saturn can do that. Sun is one of the kshatriyas, one of the planets that is meant to protect us. So when its starved we don't always protect ourselves properly.