hi Ernst, freinds.
a yearly chart for this year with cancer rising has Mercury , VER, Saturn and Rahu in Pisces the 9th house.
VER (11th, 4th lord) 24:31' ,Saturn(7th,8th lord ) 25:49' Mercury(12 rd lord no other cusp in virgo but 6th sign) 27:51' . both Me and VER in isharapha inimical yoga, JU(6th ,9th lord in gemini 17:51') in isharapha yoga to ME AND VER and itashala yoga with SA . VER as its retrograde separates from saturn and Me direct separate from Saturn. i was wandering about the interpretation of that energy. since they are both shamed (Rahu in pisces as well) i am wondering if it might indicate
1. VER: the person himself walking away from shaming people or circumstances due to his low self value (his own distorted reading the situation) OR does it mean the person himself has strong self value but being ashamed by other people due to their low self value and the person being shamed and separated from situations not due to his actions? important to mention that VE in the birth chart is exalted in the 10th ), also that VER in the varshphala has the strongest pancha 11.8, but its dwadash is +4/-8 and its the year lord , SA(7th, 8th lord) pancha 8.4 , dwadasha +5/-7 ; Ju(6th,9tn lord in 12th in gemini 17:51', pancha 10.7, DWA:+6/-4)
2.and with regard to ME shamed, is it that the person himself not saying yes to experiences due to fear of making mistakes and thus separates himself from situations or people, OR is it other people afraid of making mistakes and say no to the person and they feel ashamed of not experiencing ? important to mention ME pancha 7.2; dwadasha +2/- 10 and in the rashi chart Me is the L/L in the 12th with saturn.
i know its long but would have liked to have some other views on that, much appreciation for your time if you can help.