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Has anyone had these and in which circumstance ?

My experience goes back in 2020. The major transit when it happen was saturn was transiting my Jupiter in my chart . as my jupiter is in Aquarius/Sravana symbolized by a hear i think that's why.. + moon/saturn/khetu in scorpio. This sign deal with those types of forces as i've heard from the rahu/khetu course of Ernst . 

For the story:

I was in a period of extrem tiredness because i had to work despite the COVID lockdown. They start after one night sleep suddenly when I woke up. I started hearing a voice talking in my head, then another one ...just like that! There were 3 voices, 1 masculine and  2 feminine. 1 night I heard a 4th one but that was just one time.

At the begin of that experience i could hear them not only in my head loudly but in the noise around me, superimposed if you see what I mean. I could hear voices talking and to which I was talking in thought, but I could also hear , from those same voices, 2 types of songs or words  in “background of my mind”  I would say, like in cartoon character the devils and angels talking to the head of the character. They was like someone speaking/chanting sentences repeating themselves again and again. One was with insults and rejection and another one with love and caring. When I tried to pay attention I could also hear sometimes many different sentences superimposed like many recording tape going on at the same time. I also could hear myself when I was concentrating and looking at my thinking voice as another voice in my head with 1 second delays, like an echo.
It is still somewhat like that now but the “volume” have became low to imperceptible, I have to pay attention to hear it and when I do I can’t figure what I hear clearly

These voices i could hear loudly at start told me to have courage and to pray (but not God as they didn't like that term alone, and they would use Yah the natural manifestation of God power) for what would be happening, that they was “demons working for God-Love”, that “I don’t know what was going on” and telling me that i hurt someone or i did something wrong and i had to pay" .. they was like "Welcome to our carnival ! the carnival of bewitcher, my_name" then some days after they start to harass me by provoking me, threaten me, insult me, imitate some other voices of my old friend and creating illusion basically, etc... as i was in astrology before that i tried to understand with it and they was like "astrology won't save you blablabla", or even funnier when one day i was praying and chanting God name, i've felt repulsing them and heard "He has a Guru to strong we can't do anything about it !". i even heard maybe something like they was coming to replace my old Guru for what it could mean...

I don’t remember very clearly when but around 3 or 4 months after those voices stop harassing me and became loving and healing in my bodies and they start laughing telling me that it is like that they work, usually when they harass people those people turn to prayer and salvation and that’s why they told me at start that they was “demons working for God love“ , that“ they are a big family of mesmers or bewitcher”, that they are professionals, that their leader know how to use the elements to communicate (as I was trying to understand how I could hear those voices so clearly and loud into the wind blowing, the sound of water, a car passing by , etc… for example;

they explain me that they couldn’t see what was around me but they could see “my mind” and indeed when I was trying to put me in mind blanking state with no though, i could hear like they was scanning or searching for me. 

During that time I had also 2 or 3 out of out of body experience type, things that was unusal to me during that 2020 period . one i can remenber was watching the postman coming in my latent sleep , gaving a package at the bottom of my building then going for me, and then i wake up and "bim" the bell ring and here he was...   another symptoms i still have from this is I have to sleep longer to recover from fatigue. 

Also with that hearing voices i could felt some sensation in my heart or chakra there, sometimes , like if someone was piercing me with energy (and the masculine voices saying "i'm killing you right now" at start trying to make me fear, and then going like "allevating some demons in me" after their supposed "carnival"). i could also felt some touching in my front where the third eyes chakra is or on the front of on my left nose. often I could feel that they was scruting me or looking into what I was thinking, looking, doing, etc… when so

when they switch to good and loving guy they said that "they was alleviating some demons in me" , even saying thing like it was Jesus that gave them a mission at me for my personal issue in life, or that they had to extract some demons in me except Jesus told them to not touch a mental demon in me because it could kill me if they do so…etc, etc.. and they told me before they left if I had  questions to ask before they go. Also they spoke and play like acting or playing a scene from theater (and still do but i can't hear/decipher clearly most of the time) about my personal stuff and life. since 2021 The voices have been less and less loudy with time 

one in one, it was quite a good experience looking back that time, i mean one very special and funny as those voices joked a lot ... Having read Yuketswar he talks also of voices in sutra 17; i put a possibility on that also

 

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