My chart has both the bondage and kemadruma yogas like that one girl .
I've already been going through really tough time praying and hoping for things to get better or even just getting a hope to carry on but now i don't know.
This makes alot of sence actually because i got left behind the most in life after working the hardest and no matter how much effort i put out there seems to be no outcome to it.
Now i just don't know anything, if it's always gonna be like this then i don't wanna suffer extra in life and looking back in the future and regretting living even after knowing it isn't gonna get better ever..
In the end, it does not matter if you have kemadruma yoga or bondadge yogas or raja yogas, or money yogas. Do more people commit suicide who struggle in life, or is the highest rate of suicide found in the successful and wealthy? Its in the later.
All that matters is that you heal your lajjitaadi avasthas.
Once we do that, we will see how none of that other stuff matters.
@ernst do you mind please making vids talking about sucide or other stressful issues on your YouTube I saw you have three videos on how to improve your life so you please remind making more on the psychology aspect of life I can read about astrology from the books too, but the reason why i do your cources specifically is your psychological approach to it so do you mind making more videos on YouTube for that please..
This illustration causes me to think why exalted yogis would care about nothing - just have complete control over the five elements in a healthy state and basking in the sunshine of bliss and joy, free from all stresses of the world!
How could just few think of such state and reach there and billions are struggling just even not aware what life is all about?
I have bondage, I have Samyasa Yoga ( I guess ) that's 6 planets in Capricorn (which is Karma ) + I am Scorpio, I have been Hexed, shamed, and I have dealt what you dealt. But if you understand what Ernst suggested about lajjitaadi avasthas, which I am currently wanting to study or atleast understand, with the help of my friends who is into astrology, it will be helpful with your condition. It's just a matter of deep understanding to yourself, acceptance, and all. We all struggle in different ways, yours might be heavier than mines, but that doesn't matter, what matter is when you understand what it is, then those does not matter anymore and I want to achieve that knowledge, hopefully when I am fully integrated with understanding the lajjitaadi avasthas.
I started studying astrology about 6 years ago because I have always had these unanswered philosophical questions about life. I have gone through both Rahu and Ketu maturation quite a few years ago. What i found working for me is healing those avasthas. It is one at a time and it takes time. But it is like a domino effect that once i make progress in one planet, it affects the next planet then the next. I looked at my chart and determined the planet that needs "fixing the most". Surprisingly, for me it is my exalted planet Mars which is also my AtmaKaraka. It is not a perfect Mars as it is combust with the Sun and shamed with Ketu. It is also with Mercury, and all of this is in my 7th House. So I have a very exciting 7th House with all sort of combination of avasthas going on. Once I understood all the avasthas combination, i contemplated for quite a while then i made the decision that I am going work on Mars.
My exalted Mars is great often time, but at times it is the culprit of many issues that i have with others because it is not a perfect Mars. I am impatient, get frustrated with people easily, very direct, no nonsense style. It works well in business in solving problems, but sometime it does not cultivate good relationships with people (7th House). It is something that i want to improve in my life. I am more patient today and i don't get frustrated as easily because i have trained my inner self to be calmer. When I am more patient I am able to communicate with people in a more gentle manner as I can get very bossy. So fixing the trouble Mars helps to bring out the better side of Mercury. I develop better working relationships with people around me and that gives me happiness and a little more of inner peace. Fixing my Mars is a work in progress and will continue to be so.
You can't fix all the avasthas at once, but you can decide on the one that needs fixing the most and start there. It will have the domino effect in that fixing one planet will affect another planet. So i would agree with Ernst that it does not matter what you have in your charts as we all have issues (granted some more than others), work on healing your trouble avasthas will make life more bearable and worth living. Also fixing one planet at at a time will make the task more manageable and not so overwhelmed!!!
tuyet