@karinia Well... I´m not sure what´s the nodes work in my life and what has other reasons. From a cards perspective it´s clearer: I have 9S as my Rahu card, and from the age of 46 I´ve walked the so called red path, the native American tradition, especially the Lakota/Navajo way. (Not collectively anymore, but that´s another story.) Part of that has been vision quests. I made four of them. Four days on a hill´s slope, dedicating to introspection and observing nature. That´s a proound 9S experience, I believe. In the last years, and especially last year and this one, I have been more or less laid up, dedicating quite some time at doing very little. Introspection again. Overcoming my rage, above all.
Also, returning to my horoscope, my trashed but still strong 5th house is a lot about praying and chanting. I have a strong prayer and my chants are... what can I say... My wife is a healer and I help her with energetic work, especially through chants and prayers. Work with the grandfather tobacco. Use a drum while chanting. Mars things, but also related to Ju/Ke. I have a knack for breaking curses, having had some experiences proving that it really works. Difficult to talk about though; maybe I shouldn´t.
My 11th house is really trashed and I haven´t gotten much recognition by the world. But I´m OK with that; the spirits say (my wife is a medium) that I´ve had my share of attention in previous lifetimes and that it´s not on my plate in this one. That´s OK; I won the lottery when Lupita found me, and I found her, she´s a very special woman. And I have my altar and my task. There are more tasks waiting for me ahead; we´ll see. I´m into massage and healing now; in the future there will be work for me it seems.
A healthy Venus in the 9th bails me out. I´m now learning to let go of mind and philosophy, basically letting go of my masculine strategy, becoming more devoted and less worried about managing life through actions.
I don´t know whether I answered that clearly; Rahu and Ketu are confusing for sure. I´m not sure that I understand it well, at least not their role in my own chart.
Thanks for asking!
I´m very much in love with my chart. It has been tough, but my parenthood has been successful despite tough odds; well, except for my daughter that I lost to her mother´s and her femiliy´s brain wash, when she was 12; she has a very hard time and is basically ruined from taking psychofarmaca since she was 17; she´s 25 now. That´s the saddest part of my life, for the rest I can´t complain. Again: Venus has bailed me out.
Staffan