Hey everyone,
I’m one of the lucky ones with Moon in Vishnu. Everything Ernst said is completely accurate for me. Mine is pretty harsh I think bc it’s in the 5th, conjunct the 6th cusp, and it’s fighting with Saturn and Mercury in my 8th. So I’m basically the boogyb*tch fighting the boogeyman😆. To be more serious though, the fear has been literally paralyzing at times so I have a lot of compassion for this placement. It’s awful. Fortunately for me I’ve been aware of it making my life suck for a very long time. Despite being in counseling for the last 15 years or seeing my guru in many forms (especially failed relationships) i didn’t actually see genuine improvements until after my Mercury matured in which i completely surrendered to God and experienced bliss for some time as i let go of fear and pain. It blew my manas because i had no idea that feeling that kind of freedom and safety “on my own“ was possible. Now my Saturn is maturing and I’m just so grateful because my planets are transforming me into a fearless “spiritual”/psychic warrior. I just got through Vishnu last night but I’m betting my Saturn is still in a decent place because I’m starting to see a huge improvement in my emotional resolve and meeting my own needs.
I look forward to learning more and being able to analyze Aditya charts.
Yep, that´s Vishnu. Problems in Bhaga (whose main theme is focus) work in a similar way; like a camera lense showing an completely blurry picture. Until it focuses and everthing becomes sharper than anything else. I already mentioned KungFu Panda in another thread; noone recognizes the Dragon Warrior in Vishnu, but the logic of Vishnu (the aditya) is a trickster logic, like the coyote: what you would least expect, the person you would never expect.
... based on very little experience of course; mostly my own chart and conclusions from what Ernst has been telling. Take it for what it´s worth. I have Ju/Ke/Ma in my 5th house, Vishnu, and Su/Me in Bhaga.
Staffan
Some more on this, I’ve been on the receiving end of psychic attacks for a long time. I thought that it was because in tropical my 6th lord Mars is opposite my ascendant. Now it is pretty obvious to me that it is my Moon and perception of the world, being a victim, etc. My first major shift of awareness and out of a guilt mindset occurred when I was around 21 and my boyfriend had picked some mushrooms and we had a trip together. I proceeded to experience several horror scenes. The one that I want to share is a giant spider caught me and ate me very slowly. My mother had a huge fear of spiders and snakes and believed they were evil. This is a common story I guess but she was bitten on multiple occasions by medically significant spiders and had awful infections because of it. As a kid I even woke up once because I had been eating a spider in my sleep and the taste was awful. So, many omens that I needed to face myself. After that trip with the giant spider, I started to have really intense hallucinations during sleep, old hag for example. Because of them I learned to lucid dream.
I also loved that Ernst mentioned the difference between focus that leads towards expansion and letting everything in in the name of expansion. The trip is one example of that. Also during the “kundalini awakening” experience after my Mercury matured I wasn’t familiar with this concept at all but luckily I have enough awareness to see it happening in real time and the wisdom to stop being open until I sorted it out. Mars enforces boundaries but the Moon absorbs for the sake of connection. The reason why it’s unwise to tell a baby no in a stern manner is the baby will see that reprimand as a connection. Then the baby will do what gets you to connect with him even if he is receiving “negative energy”. Babies don’t know the difference between because they are in their absorption/Moon phase of life. I saw this in action after I told my baby not to pull out my plants from their pots. Shortly after I decided that this year my garden belongs to my baby. Anyway, I now focus when I meditate/pray with great results.
i have a question, at what point of needing to face oneself does the omens start? I guess everything is an omen. I have some serious malefic aspects to my svamsa (Rahu, ketu, and their debilitated lord) so I think that probably has a lot to do with it.