thank you for sharing your own experience. would you say that for instance having Saturn shadbala with 180 verupa ,and lets say good dignity, would mean a person have less stress to deal with less restrictions, or would it mean a that person tend to get stressed more easily and feel lack in situations and circumstances that a person with a higher shadbala and same dignity ,would feel all things equal?
A planet low in Shad bala has less energy to do its job. Saturn's job is to rest, stop doing things, let go of things. Low in shad bala, this force will be less in a person. will that be more or less stress? Shad bala won't show that. Stress based on saturn is more depending on the lajjitaadi avastha of saturn. But generally speaking, low shad bala saturn will be busier as it wont rest as much, the busier we are, the more easy it is to find ourselves in stressful situations.
yes, the lajjitaadi avastha will be the subjective weight. to see actaul weight use kashta, asubha, 60-dig, etc.
Identical twins will have the same avasthas, but, they will play out differently as a result of the difference in house cusps that the planets rule. Also, one twin is the sun, the other the moon, so when you read from these two lagnas, you also get the avasthas working themselves out in different things. Yes, fate is 75% or our lives, if we don't make changes to the samskaras, the subconscious patterns, then the remaining 25% will follow that 75%. So free will is not FREE, you gotta pay for it with hard and deep inner work and spiritual practices!
I have not discussed that in any course. But one kid, often the older, is the sun, the younger the moon, but this is not always the case, just more commonly. So by watching them you can decide which is which. This is the case of mirror image twins, identical twins. They are reflections of each other and you can see how their body hair spirals are in opposite directions. So its just like the moon is reflection of the sun. This is just something I figured out from having twin daughters who are nothing alike.