Some help with a natal placement pls. Jupiter conjunct Ketu.
I can't help but feel like some of my greatest blessings, yet curses have come from this placement.
I have Jupiter conjunct Ketu (by 3 degrees) in the 9th house in the sign of Pisces, and Jupiter aspects my ascendant by like 2 degrees. Also, it is completely isolated, there are no planetary aspects to them, just a rasi aspect from the Moon on the 12th.
It has helped me develop very refined meditative states where I can experience that non-dual trancendental oneness we all subconsciously seek. But the issue is my addiction to this shit like astrology, always takes me back to duality. When it comes to spirituality, mystical paths, and ESPECIALLY astrology, I feel like they are never enough no matter how much I learn. It just becomes about the next technique, the next theory, the next philosophy, and I'm widely aware that it is the expression of this placement.
I keep being guided to let go of all these things, to transcend them by no longer trying to make sense of reality through all these conceptions. So in terms of personal growth, so that I may achieve the life that my soul desires to experience, would yall say this is what placement entails?
I can't help but feel like all fingers are pointing in the direction that this stuff (especially astrology😒) has served me well, but it's time to let go of it or I'm going to keep holding myself back. What do yall think?
I have Jupiter ketu too, I didn't want to get into it too but rahu forced me like anything to explore the unchartered territories... you can forget astrology but take the lessons rahu is showing... because they are the missing link..